I forgot to write an entry earlier today. I also didn’t go over any logs or study for any bosses. I also didn’t work out, unwind, shower, have sex. I spent the whole afternoon/night recruiting. Looking at forums, websites, jotting down who to recruit. For hours. Sending the info to noci, who has been actually doing the bulk of helping me. And also getting in touch with just a small portion of them, which in itself took a couple hours. 

Tomorrow morning I’m doing a pug for 3 hours, then the weekend raid for 4. It’s all so I can recruit more. I know that until I recruit enough for us to stabilize I’m always gonna live in fear. So now I’m recruiting like crazy. Fingers crossed I get through these next few days of 7 hour raid leading and non stop recruiting relatively unscathed!!!!!