Insomnia is one of the subtlest yet keenest forms of mental torture.

Every few seconds, my mind returns to the concerns and happenings of my guild. A few minutes later I realize this and forcibly wrench my mind away to think about Quark, or meditate, or try to masturbate. Then a few seconds later my mind returns to the concerns and happenings of my guild.

Hours pass, and I do not sleep. Night after night after night.